I'm not bipolar, really. But every once in a while I get these manic bursts of energy that make me a little loopy if I don't channel them into anything productive. And I've been studiously avoiding productive, so I've been incredibly silly the past few days. When I said I went insane and did something drastic to my hair, I meant it. There was no decision involved, no logical thought process. I just did it. Today, I've been threatened with sedation already and it's not even noon. I think maybe my brain is dumping out all its serotonin as a defense mechanism. It's keeping me high and happy so that I don't notice that I'm falling apart at the seams.